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LifeLook at me, please just look me in the eyes.
Is it that hard to avoid this?
Hold me like nothing is wrong.
I keep hearing yelling not anything soothing...
Stop yelling at me...Please
I can't take this anymore.
Isn't home supposed to be a comforting place?
I don't feel at home anymore.
Who's that girl in the mirror?
Where did she come from?
Is that what I look like?
There is no way.
I'm so pale.
I can't be so drained.
Where did that girl I knew go?
Oh yea she's still not over you...
She's also been shoved down under all of those papers.
Who are you?
Tell me the truth.
Don't give me lies, I'll just roll my eyes.
Life never is fair.
So dear don't let them break you.
You're my truth and my desire.
O' sire how can I love you.
I simply cannot say.
I don't know your way.
Show me simply the turns and I shall go.
Every way is a harder path.
Take off that mask now.
Take a bow.
Shall we dance under the colored lights or the moonlight?
I could wait for thee forever.
When I saw thee with someone else how I weeped.
I mourned deep within my soul for eternity how could you leave me there?
YouLook at you, the king of the school.
Are you truly happy?
We used to best friends now you're gaining power fast power corrupts.
You used to talk to me after school every single day now only if you get on Facebook when I am too.
You don't get it do you?
I can't trust you anymore, you've left me alone.
You used to hug me every time you saw me now, you just smile and socialize with my other friends.
Your brother looks to much like you it's kinda annoying how I look into his eyes and I turn away there in my mind is your image.
I used crush on you ever since I said I like you......you've left me and never said a word back. We are best friends forever I wish you could see my feelings for you haven't changed.
Crushing only leads to Crushed
Power makes screwy life.
Friendship is a ship that sails away or stays in port it never can decide.
My friends this is for youWe've been through so much
We ran so far
You ran farther then I could ever keep up
Then someone caught my eye you said follow him I'll wait
I went to him and I tripped on the way you caught me
The guy just laughed and went on his little stroll
You have left me once or twice but we said our sorrys
And moved on, the men we may fall for may not catch us
If we are still friends I'll catch you every time someone pushes you down
Trust me.... be my sister forever
Leave me... I won't leave you
Mark my heart... I'll make you never forget me
If a bridge collpased bewteen us... I would die for you
What is this feeling?What is it?
What do I see is that what I should see?
Why oh my my why?
I thought you said I'd be your lover forever...
Forever ends now I'm crying
behind my dark eyes I hide
My eyes aren't meant to be read
You smiled, and cried for me.
My eyes don't like seeing they would rather be blind
Your eyes are locked to mine stop looking at me
I'm not good enough
I look at you I don't see anything wrong with you
I look in the mirror I see you right behind me.
My ears can't stand hearing me crying.
I smile and move on but I just, cannot stop.
I never expected this.
I look at my text messages and sigh
I'm lost like a zebra in a herd I stand out but in a small way you would have to see me closer to understand.
I can't believe it
It's hard.. I know I've heard that alot
Don't say you're sorry just walk away before I grab you and kiss you and regret it...
Look and thinkWhy didn't you say something
You never could understand
Look at yourself.
Now put on your mask and get lost
I'm wearing my mask.
Can you see my brown eyes?
I feel something totally different
It's not me your seeing
Your seeing a new person.
When you held me, I felt so safe
Now, I feel no longer safe.
I act so shy, you act so cocky
You're such a jerk!
You're so annoying...
Why why when I was with you I felt like your anger was caused by me
You never said anything
Everyday I felt so much hurt
I couldn't think
Stop. Think. Get Lost.
Trust me I don't want to see you unless you say sorry
Texting me won't make me ever feel the same again
You better play nice or I won't
I want never ever see your face again
You push me and you pull me
Just stop now
You are lost
I'm finding my own path without you
It is leading me to a good place
Crux Cross Chapter 33 (Final Battle Phase One)
Crux Cross Chapter 33
The Final Battle Phase One
The Owl of Darkness
Matthew Vs. Corax
Corax held up staff and dark lightning shot down on it. He pointed his staff to Matthew and spears of dark lightning went flying towards him. Matthew teleported out of the way of the bolts and filled his hand with
. He threw arrows of light towards Corax but Corax easily swatted the light aside.
Corax pointed his staff towards Matthew and a mighty gust blew against him. Matthew was pushed so far back that he was against the mountain. Matthew jammed his staff into the ground to keep himself from being blown off. Corax raised his hand and a bolt of dark lightning formed in his hand.
Matthew noticed the wind stopped and he realized something. Matthew looked at the ground under Corax and measured the trajectory of his shot. Matthew grew his wings and when Corax threw the bolt of lightning Matthew flew northwest of his current position. Matthew transformed
Crux Cross Chapter 34 (Final Battle Phase 2)
Crux Cross Chapter 34
The Final Battle Phase 2
Sage Matthew versus Crimson Corax
Last Time-Matthew was able to best Corax in the dark sky world. Now he fights his next form.
Corax raised his right hand and three mini dark orbs surrounded Matthew. Matthew snapped his fingers and the balls were blown away by a fierce wind. Matthew looked up at Corax and he threw a bolt of dark lightning at Matthew.
Matthew filled his left hand with wind and swatted it away. Matthew teleported and he was in front of Corax. A emerald ball of wind filled his hand and Matthew shot it out. This caused the owl and Corax to go flying into the barrier they established.
A sharp neon green chain formed around Matthew's left hand and he lashed this at Corax. Corax teleported above Matthew and bolt of lightning appeared below the crimson owl. Matthew looked and saw the bolts coming for him. Matthew simply covered himself in a barrier and infused his body with wind.
Blue eyesShe watched the lady bug climb up the wilting leaf. It's small
black spots looked faded and worn, and the insect moved
at a slow, weary pace.
The sun was shining overhead, but several clouds danced about in the sky.
They connected with each other and then separated, twirling and
swirling to the music.
She looked back to the lady bug. It struggled to climb up the
smooth leaf. She tilted up the end of the leaf to help it, and it
clamored up a little ungracefully, then sat quietly, as if
She lifted her head when she felt the earth vibrating beneath her,
and saw a small child running up and sitting down beside her.
The child smiled and looked at her with big, blue eyes that seemed to
want to question everything about the earth, questions that
held no answer.
The child reached out and gently ran its' fingers over her hair,
and stroked her face. It's touch was light and gentle, like a raindrop.
"Won't you come in?" The child asked her, its' voice high and full of
laughter, and looke
Spirit PeopleChapter 15:
Beast could see in Nezo's face that the Shadow was up to something, and he had a feeling that he would not like it. "You seem very pleased to see us all here, Nezo? Are you…plotting something?" he questioned the Spirit Person.
Nezo looked up to the ceiling, as if thinking for a few moments, before he looked at Beast with a sly grin and said, "Perhaps."
Conner immediately became jumpy and asked, stuttering, "W-w-what are you p-p-plotting?"
"Something I've always wanted to try that I couldn't use in my home world," Nezo stated.
"Really? Let's see it then," Zephyr challenged the Shadow.
The Shadow grinned before his scythes suddenly vanished from his hands and he put his palms together. He then said, "Septem Manu Inferi." [Seven Hands of Hell]. Then, before anyone in the room knew it, the room was engulfed in some sort of black energy, scaring everyone. The dark magic covered all the exits and windows in the room and dimmed most of the lighting.
Keith looked around the r
Pre - RequisiteIn the Sacred room I am presented with 10 doors
1st is the path of the warrior
2nd is the path of the Revolutionary
3rd is the path of the Mother
4th is the path of the Provider
5th is the path of the Intellect
6th is the path of Creation
7th is the path of the Teacher
8th is the path of the Sympathetic
9th is the path of Expansion
10th is the path of the Preserver
They are each marked with glorious elaborate symbols representing the sacredness of each path. They are each with their perils yet with their rewards. Each one has a vast radiant universe of highly elaborate & complex myths & tales, histories, possibilities & paradoxes. Peoples, racves, minds, aspirations, Ambitions.
As I step through the 7th door there seems to be an eery silence and no source of light anywhere. I begin running, trying to a find an exit in a place with no end. The door has already shut behind me & has dissappeared in lawless, timeless existence. What am I now? What do I look like? do i have form? had i even
XI. IntrusoA veces corro, sin saber dónde, a veces grito y ni siquiera sé qué digo, a veces me río de la nada a carcajadas. Hay días que me enfado, me enfado tanto que no hay animal lo suficiente valiente para cruzarse en mi camino, de un golpe de furia me rompí la mano izquierda, no sé, una voz me dijo que lo hiciera, no estoy segura de que fuera Madre. El otro día lloré tanto que la pintura roja en mi cara corría por mis mejillas como gotas de sangre, lloré tanto que me podría haber ahogado en esa sangre salada. Mi cerebro está descontrolado, ya no sé qué sentir, ya no pienso con claridad, ni siquiera acierto con el arco, vago por el bosque sin saber dónde ir. Saguitta desapareció hace mucho tiempo, la verdad, no sé si yo la maté.
Intentando cazar algo para comer aquella mañana me dirigí a una parte del bosque a la que no recordaba haber ido nunca, aunque muchas veces he parado a descansar c
Ever YearningThe night enveloped my frayed heart with foreboding. The chattering of the crickets echoed in my head bringing a cacophonic madness to my rambling mind. Why is it like this? Why is it like this? The questions swirled and danced around my head like Kabuki warriors and Jesters caught in the act of their polaric personalities. I had gone back, analyzed, dissected, left no stone unturned, any answers I found only led to greater want. The grass kept getting greener before my eyes, and the styes upon my lids seemed to grow ever more constricting.
It is one thing to question god and another to know him. Does one taste of the forbidden fruit or be content to let his mind wither in intelligentia absentia, nothing more than a great supine invertebrate jelly. The mysteries touch me, tuck me in bed at night, yet leave me wanting like an ever fickle foreign mistress. How can one know such genius? How can one achieve such heights, the unbounded intellect, understanding causality way beyond modern ph
Spirit PeopleChapter 14
Keith, Robin, Wimpy, Peggy and Lio ran into the mansion through the backdoor, dashed up the stairs, raced down a hall and practically burst into the living.
"How's everyone?" Keith asked his friends, looking around to be sure everyone was present. He saw all of the teenagers were present, and most of the adults were there. He noticed Pepe was sitting on the large sofa, with Ricky lying on it, seemingly unconscious, with his head in Pepe's lap. Skitter was sitting on the end of the sofa that was not taken up by most of Ricky's body. Fry was leaning against a wall with Jane sitting on the floor with her back against the wall nearby. Beast and his associates were in the room as well.
"Where are Zephyr and those two little kids and that Valentine Girl?" Robin asked his friends.
Steven gave Robin a weird look and asked, "Valentine girl?"
"The girl that was wearing a lot of pink and red. She's wearing colors that represent Valentine's day," Robin explained.
"Oh, you mean Francine!
God ModThis is my destiny of credulous delusion
Divulging divine direction
Elevated from the crowd
Looking down with judgement
Masses that cannot discern enlightenment
Perched upon a pulpit, spitting articulate disgust
Cannot admit..............but why can't I?
Will not admit.........you'd better not dare
The religion of intolerance opening eyelids
Peeling flesh back and away from wide eyed innocence
Realize or take the knowledge by force
This is my work, my purpose divine
I'll put all my demons in the collective swine
Mother can't fathom what I have become
All my atrocities masked by the mission of the chosen one
If I am not worthy than nobody is
You're a maggot on my leavings
You need me
You believe me or I'll send you to limbo
If you default you'll go to hell
Feel my hubris swell
Quashed under my spell
the hauntingLook closely in the mirror, who do you see?
I see my old self with wet eyes and make up coming off.
You creep up behind me I jump and slap your hand.
You put your hands around me slowly.
I try to move out of your grip, I skirm more you tighten.
I close my eyes then open again then your gone.
I look on my bed there is a rose a lonely rose.
I left it up around it is a dark purple ribbon with a ring on it.
The window next to my bed is open, the cold breeze comes in.
My hair flies with the wind.
The rain begins pouring in I don't care I'm going to die anyway.
Listen as the tin roof begins to bend.
This truly is the end.
The end is near.
Your to near to me.
Leave me alone stop haunting me.
a dangerous hallucinationThe light coming through the window was bright,
much too bright.
Even though my eyes were closed
I could see it-
The skin of my arms prickled,
sweat dripped from my brow.
It was two in the afternoon but…
the sun was setting
through the window facing east.
I should have seen the hutch,
shelves lined with bone china
decorated with delicate leaves and vines.
I was so thirsty
and reaching for cups that should have been there.
Instead I found a billboard of butterflies,
the colors raging
more than any rainbow
I'd ever seen.
Their wings fluttered and flashed
yet somehow they moved in slow motion.
I wanted to stand,
wanted to reach out and touch them but…
I couldn't move,
and yet I laughed
ignoring my dry mouth
and the tingling in my feet.
There was a tempest
on the rise
and in my blood.
A sugar rush disguised
as a riot of butterflies
and they were swarming me.
There was a small vial
of insulin in my pocket
that I nev
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