What is this feeling?

What is it?
What do I see is that what I should see?
Why oh my my why?
I thought you said I'd be your lover forever...
Forever ends now I'm crying
Crying
behind my dark eyes I hide
My eyes aren't meant to be read

You smiled, and cried for me.
My eyes don't like seeing they would rather be blind
Your eyes are locked to mine stop looking at me
I'm not good enough
I look at you I don't see anything wrong with you

I look in the mirror I see you right behind me.
My ears can't stand hearing me crying.
I smile and move on but I just, cannot stop.

I never expected this.
I look at my text messages and sigh
I'm lost like a zebra in a herd I stand out but in a small way you would have to see me closer to understand.
I can't believe it
It's hard.. I know I've heard that alot
Don't say you're sorry just walk away before I grab you and kiss you and regret it...